October 6th, 2025 - Revival Update (plus a message to SpaceHey)

 Hey. 

It's  been a rough past couple of weeks, but I have returned and the site is now officially back up, and I think I might ready to get back and web development! 

As many of you noticed, I had deleted the site and all of my active socials for about two weeks before this, and many of you are thinking "Damn, what happened?" 

In short: a lot. 

I woke up one morning and decided to check SpaceHey because I was pretty active on there and shit, and when I got onto the site, I had been given the devastating news that my account was permanently suspended. 

 

Now, for most people, this wouldn't be such a huge deal, but given how I ran out of room in my physical diary and therefore that SpaceHey account was my only emotional outlet that I had, I was upset to hell, and it also didn't help that I also struggle with Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD), making my reaction to this news even more intense than it needed to be. 

So that sent me into a really bad depressive episode that I'm still in the process of recovering from, and that pushed me to delete all of my active social media platforms, including this site, along with many other things.

Thankfully, I am okay, and staying in contact with a friend of mine who's helping me with my recovery, but my SpaceHey getting banned really took a toll on my mental health these past two weeks.

What pisses me off about it though is how when my account was banned, they didn't give me an actual reason outside of "safety". which hadn't made sense to me at all, because I remember how right before this, I had gotten into a heated argument with some dumb-ass over an offensive post they made, so they most likely spam reported my account to get me banned off the platform as a way to somehow win the argument. The mods didn't even provide the offensive post or comment that violated their guidelines if it really was about safety, further proving my point.

I didn't even bother emailing them about it because I've heard multiple testimonies that when emailed asking what specific post or comment violated their terms of service in these situations, they never responded, so what difference would it make if I did? I've even witnessed something similar to my situation happen to another person while I was still on there, and they have rightfully spoken up about it on the SpaceHey Reddit.

The worst part about this whole situation is that there's no way to download your data once you've been suspended, and there are no archives of my SpaceHey profile or blogs anywhere, meaning that what was on my SpaceHey profile and blog is now lost media. 

Everything, even important information about me that could've been useful should something happen to me.

So, to the SpaceHey Moderation Team and Tibush Labs, if you're reading this, fuck you and fuck SpaceHey.

You assholes wanna talk about your shitty site being a "ReViVaL" of MySpace, but then let political extremists, popular kids wanting to seem "niche", and trolls/ragebaiters ruin the whole damn site for everyone while banning people who get sick of it or call you out on your bullshit and aren't riding your dick, and you wonder why your shitty site got blocked in the UK. Hell, I literally saw a copycat of you bitches that I hope replaces your site after the next few years.

You're nothing but a bunch of greedy self absorbed pieces of shit who think you're better than everyone else, and An especially is a dickhead with no self respect, FUCK YOU. 

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Sorry, that got really heated, I'm still furious about the suspension, but back to what I've been working on recently. 

So, after I got the site back up, I put it under construction for a few hours to fix any issues that might have came out from the suspension, along with also changing some broken links and the backgrounds to a few pages. I even added a new section to my About Me page talking about my favorite things! ^_^

Outside of that, I didn't change much of the site, really, but as always, if there are any bugs that need to be addressed, feel free to DM me on Discord about it (nozomikaizoku), and I will fix it as soon as I can. 

 I think that's all. 

Thank you for following the development of nozomikaizoku.neocities.org  

 EDIT: completely forgotten to mention that since my SpaceHey has been suspended, I decided to make a blog specifically to use as a diary, because after what happened there is NO WAY in hell I'm making a new account on that site, fuck that. 

There's currently no posts on the blog, but if anything happens, I will update you guys on that blog! 

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